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UPDATE

Guys, I am extremelly super sorry for all the crap I have told you guys, wether I've been too hyper, seemed too dirty-minded, come up with hopeless ideas, if I come up with the wrong things to say... the list goes on.
What made me write this entry? Lots and lots of things. But this recent story in particular made me very depressed about myself;
So it was PE yesterday ( whoop-dee-doo... >.< ) and I was sat with my 'friends' on a bench in the PE hall. This was the order, right to left; Catherine, Katie, Natasha, me and Sophie. Me and Sophie went all hyper and talked about nothing of interest, when I heard Katie say to Natasha 'Sophie and Lucy are getting really annoying now.' I turned around to hear Natasha say something like 'Shush, Katie!' then Katie and I where staring at each other, and I said 'Yeah?' then Catherine leant over to say how true it is that I'm annoying and that I laugh after every sentence I hear. I only laugh with others to be poliete, not that I have no sense of humor, or that I do it willie nillie! I try to be as happy as I can! I hate being annoying, or winding others up! I want to cry right now, but nothings coming! I'm so tired of crying I Just want to say SORRY to everyone I know! I regret everything I think about! I wish I could turn back time and start over again! My past experiences still haunt me, not only in my sleep, but during daytime! I just feel like it's time to give it a rest. I've gone too far.
I think one of the biggest cause of all is my dissorder; SPD. I know I can talk about it too much, I can't help but feel that people need to know! Feel free to learn about it on wikipedia; [link] These are a few of the characteristic listed, that I blame the most:
Difficulty understanding questions
Difficulty understanding choices and making decisions
Difficulty following conversations or stories. Conversations are "off topic" or "one sided"
Difficulty extracting the key points from a conversation or story; they tend to get lost in the details
Difficulty understanding satire or jokes
Difficulty with reading body language
Difficulty in making and maintaining friendships and relationships because of delayed language development
Difficulty in distinguishing offensive remarks
See? DIFFICULTY! That means I find it hard to be NORMAL! Like all you guys! (Most of you anyway) All these difficulties embarrass me, and make me feel like an idiot. People think I'm thick, but if I didn't have SPD, chances are, I wouldn't be all that stupid.
Once again, if I have offended you in any way, please don't make me feel bad about it, I've had enough social depression for 13 years.
So there you have it. I'm sorry if I've depressed you, but I hope you all understand.
Bye.
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FACTS ABOUT ME (Not really a tag, don't worry lol)

I live in the North-East of England

I'm a billboard fan of Doc martin , and of course Martin Clunes himself xP

I've enjoyed drawing horses since I was 7

When I was a baby/toddler, I ate my own cat's food... I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS FOR CATS!

The cat was a female called Elsa, who lived up to the age of 18 in human years. And ofcourse she's died, last year. :$

I have a dissorder called SPD (Segmantic Pragmatic Dissorder). It's a genetic dissorder (very related to autism) and I'm proud that 'Jeans For Genes' are trying to reaserch and stop genetic dissorders from being passed on.

I have MSN and AIM!

In the holidays, I tend to have dreams about school!

I hate Hannah Montanna/Miley Cyrus and High School Musical
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ACCOUNTS

Wanna stalk me? I'll help you!

Youtube- JuicyGoosyMoosyLucy (JGML)

Twitter- ILike2DrawHorses

Howrse- Lucys Stud Farm

iScribble- ILuvHorses10

AIM- Lucy123od

MSN- You CAN ask me if you do have one :3

MyDreamStable- Goosy

iScribble- ILuvHorses10

PLEASE UNDERSTAND: Sometimes I can get bored with these places so sometimes I don't log onto the accounts for ages (Maybe even a month!) until I want to come back on again.
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NEWS

Wolfquest: Slough Creek is being released in late November! (less than TWO WEEKS now!)